2003-06-18 - 8:27 p.m.

Roller Coaster Tired

The roller coaster life continues.  One day I'm fine and the next day everything is driving me crazy.  Today Kevin, the president and I met up with one of our clients.  She is a nut case and her assistant, who came along, constantly calls asking dumb questions.  We had breakfast with them.

I had a lot of sleep last night, but by noon I was worn out again.  The happiness I felt by my recent good fortune has worn off.  Now I am facing the same old "what am I doing here" feelings I have had for a while.

One of the things I think about is, how can I make some extra money?  Is there a business I could start?  Is there some way to make some money by performing?

Everything is making me tired.  I'm tired of thinking all the time.  I'm tired of talking and I'm tired of my seemingly never ending obligations.  I really miss the days when I just did what I wanted.  When I did not have to get up and go to a job every day.  When I could get up when I wanted, spend the day how I wanted and go to bed when I felt sleepy.

Is there a way I can get back to that?

I am a smart man. Surely I can find a way.

Jimmy
 
 

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